how i wish i could surrender my soul, shed the clothes that become my skin, see the liar that burns within my needing, how i'd wish to chosen darkness from cold, how i wish i had screamed out loud, instead i've found no meaning,
i wish i could walk through the door of my mind: hide memory close at hand, help me understand the years, how i wish i could choose between heaven and hall, how i wish i could save my soul, i'm so cold from fear,
i guess it's time i run far far away, find comfort in pain, all pleasure's the same: its just keeps me from trouble, hide my true shape, like dorian gray, i've hear what they say, but i am not here for troubles, its more than just word: its just tear and rain,